This post is a part of The ETA Log. The post before this can be found here.
Hey guys!
It’s 4PM this Wednesday. I set my alarm for 9 and got a significant amount of sleep but then something struck that kept me in bed the next few hours. Maybe depression, doubt, fear, anxiety, but probably all of those combined.
I just found this video by a guy named Darius at Artist Morning about how to be consistent for Spiritually minded creators. It helped me a lot in letting go, and I’ve had a lot of things to try to let go of today:
- The fact that I had a slump yesterday
- The fact that the slump continued and ate up a lot of my time today
- This idea that I’m a failure and don’t deserve to live, all because I didn’t utilize all of my day yesterday (Harsh, I’m slowly finding out).
- and perhaps above all, the insane amount of pressure I’ve been putting on myself about the ETA Blog since I started it almost 2 years ago
I’m tired of treating videos and books like drugs for inspiration. I want to bring inspiration out of me intrinsically, ya know? That way, I don’t wake up anxious and searching for it in the mornings, or going back to sleep when I can’t get it.
Soon, I’ll give y’all the next part of my mental health journey. For the very beginning, see this post.😊❤️
(A few days Later…)
Revisiting this post after having a string of hard days. Long story short, I didn’t do much more that Wednesday.
I’ll update y’all on the days that came after that in the coming days
When the post goes live, I’ll put a link here.
As you can see, my life can become Quite the rollercoaster (like yours too, huh? 🤣)
Thank y’all for reading, and I’ll see y’all in the next one, which will be linked here.
Comment below this post with any questions you have for me or ideas/topics you’d like to hear more about. Just include your email, and I’ll get it!
Everybody have a great day, now, ❤️
Evan
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